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This song is for anyone who has been so close to someone, yet felt so very distant.

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Sitting beside my love
After so much hurting
My body's right at home
But my mind is still burning

And the leaves are still churning
In the depths of my soul
She's here with me now
But I feel so alone

Even though I suffered
Even though I sobbed
Even though I apologized for what I'm not
Even though I'd do anything for my love
She's taken my heart and torn it apart

How in the hell did I become
So dependent on someone
To make myself feel the way I wanna feel

Nobody deserves this
I never thought I'd be that one
Suffering without a purpose
They always seem like they could run if they want

But I can't move, I can't
Away from her

And a chill sweeps my bones
As my mind unravels
It gnarls and twists
As the sickness travels

What once was there
Now seems lost
And all I can be
Doesn't feel like enough

Even though I suffered
Even though I sobbed
Even though I apologized for what I'm not
Even though I'd do anything for my love
She's taken my heart and torn it apart

If I could go back to the time
Before I lost my sense of pride
I'd stand up straight
Pack my things and say goodbye

'Cause nobody deserves this
I never thought I'd be that one
Suffering without a purpose
They always seem like they could run if they want

But I can't move, I can't
Away from her

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from All I Lost Was You Part II, released February 14, 2018

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Michael Barnes Lexington, Kentucky

A one-man-band reflection of my daily thoughts and emotions.

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